Wednesday, November 11, 2015

致二十二 生日快乐

二十二了
收拾颓废的心态
开始人生真正的篇章

亲情

父母的愛
真的是無限的
上了大學以後
更是深刻的感受到你們給我的愛
像公主那般的疼愛
每一次我在外回到家
父母阿嬤啊公總是對我說
那種感覺是說不出的喜悅與溫暖
要吃飽沒錢跟我拿
媽媽買給你
在外過的如何 不開心隨時可以回家
我帶你去吃好吃的
要回就回來 你生日禮物要什麼
我真心希望的是你們健康平安
這是多麼偉大無私的愛 
可是 我想說 
我要買的東西 
 我會自己存錢買 
擁有真正的快樂
我對你們的承諾
每一次回家可以抱抱你們 
我要帶你們環遊世界
讓你們不為我擔心


友情

感恩生日每年都有朋友陪著我慶生

感謝那麼多的你們記得我生日

雖然沒得和家人姐妹慶祝
不過你們一直的陪伴
是我一生最好的禮物
其實我一直都很幸運
每一個階段 我會遇到不同的朋友
每一次都有人和我慶祝生日

愛我的家鄉朋友們 
你們給我的愛 
每一年都沒有減少過 
每一年你們的電話與生日歌
 給我大大的溫暖 
我真的很感恩也很幸福 
我會加倍以行動的方式去愛你們



這一次最大的驚喜就是在life game
Ming shiuan帶領整個life game
為我慶祝生日
這一刻讓我深刻明白
對一個人的愛
不是光靠嘴巴說
而是行動
你每次一直為我付出
從沒要求過任何回報
人不要只是一直顧著拿
或一直想着付出多少就得多少的回报
卻忘了施比受更為有福
我真的沒有那麼感動過
在這大學裡經歷的一切
我真的很慶幸一直有你鼓勵陪伴
謝謝你


還有一年讓請我好好疼愛你。



我的沙巴家人為我慶生 謝謝你們給我在外地 不感到孤單 你們的關係與問候 互相遷就互相體諒 所以我們至今從沒吵架過 真的很感恩 也一起度過了每一個人的生日



我的系友們 沒有你們 我的大學生活 只是為了讀書而讀書 你們總是那麼隨意 說走就走 遲到沒去 一通電話你們就很steady幫我搞定 剩下不到一年 我真的捨不得

爱情

谢谢你老朋友
你给的那番话
你若盛开 蝴蝶自来
点醒了我
我还有很多更重要的事
等著我去學習
等着我去完成与实现
很喜欢很喜欢一个人
就让他成为我向目标前进的动力
最重要是快乐
最重要不要让自己后悔
让自己谢谢他出现在我的青春里
如果我今天错过了你才会后悔
至少我有向你提出我的勇气
至少我不会后悔不会遗憾
生活
这次生日给了自己一个很棒的礼物
就是参加了生活营
不要再懒惰混日子颓废了 前途很重要啊!
只有我们 能够决定自己的样子
繼續尋找人生目標
至少你是在路上。


Saturday, November 7, 2015

可不可以不做玫瑰

真心不想做玫瑰了
我不是林真心
只有我们才能决定自己的样子

想说
我拼了命的保护完美形象
保护得快疯了
你说的一点也没错
做校花做女神
是有代价的

我不做玫瑰了
这不适合我
每当外壳坠落
我没有剩下什么
金玉其外
败絮其中

再也不喜欢这样的自己
我好像不是自己
我要走出来
从玫瑰里
才能真正做喜欢的自己

那多玫瑰
快枯萎了
已经失去了养分

那一次
我用我的刺
保护着我
却狠狠往你心里扎
说不痛
是谎话

我一直都没有在他的计划里
你的计划里却一直有着我

以为需要的是太阳花的阳光
却忘了氧气比较重要
我后悔了吧
忏悔去吧

不再做玫瑰
要做什么好呢
满天星怎么样
就像天空的星星
就算白天没人看见
还是不停的发光
嗯好
那就满天星
就这样

生日
许下愿望
你有在我的愿望里
重要的人都有在里面

话说
今年生日没有在家乡
没有#家人
没有#十年姐妹
的陪伴生日觉得就是
少了些什么
我的生日卡片勒
*嘟着嘴*
:/

好贪心
什么都要
我该知足的

我期待的
生活营
我来了

希望这是今年最棒的
给自己的
生日礼物

生日快乐。



Sunday, October 18, 2015

错过

如果没有如果
早知道没有早知道
心里闷闷不乐
不喜欢这样的自己
感觉空空的

如果那叫作错过
我是不是已经失去了你
如果那叫作等待
那个等待会不会是后悔
可以爱一个人
可是不要等待一个人
这往往不值得

没有答案
好像应该顺其自然

爱自己多一点的
自己爱多一点的
两个都不会完美
必须找一个平衡点
应该自己爱自己多一些
为什么不会遇见
喜欢的人也喜欢自己

才发现
用最真实的自己
才能遇见最应该的那个人
困住自己的不是现实
不是回忆
而是自己

我到底要些什么
是不是
不管我再笨再丑再差劲再累
都不会离开我的人
都会一直一直陪伴我的人

爱是当每个人问我
何时要开始减肥
你的目标是什么
而你却问我
你今天记得喝水
你今天累不累

你是谁不重要
重要的是和谁在一起的自己
明知道对方不适合自己
却拼命为了迁就对方
而消耗自己
说了谎的自己
你几时才能把我看清

没有完美
完美并不美
完美是一加一等于二

没有人有义务对你好
只可惜我不懂得珍惜

得不到的永远最美好
不停的追逐最美丽的流星雨
遥不可及的迷恋
其实最好的早已在身边
我想念把我当公主的人
第一次的公主梦成真
因为不懂得珍惜
一直不停在失去
最怕原来当时不懂事
当我懂事时
却已经错过了

每一次都答应自己
这是最后一次
却依旧老干着同样的事

现在不可以向前
不可以退后
是怎样啦
冲动是魔鬼
每一次的决定
都后悔

最折磨的是你清楚很多事
早已回不去而你却放不下
别无选择

失去后
一切都好像变得如此清晰
像下了一场倾盆大雨

雨停了
你是否
还在那里

可你少了一个见我的理由
你走我走
我犹豫
你摔倒
我想好了站起来
继续走
而你却受伤得无法走动

因为爱
而信任我
却赐给我伤害你的权利
如果我回头
给你伤害我的权利
我们算不算扯平

你应该会说
掉了的东西
捡回来
已经是脏的
你也只好头也不回地走掉
是我把你弄丢的

想放下浮躁
放下复杂
放下三分钟热度
放空我禁不住诱惑的大脑
放开我容易为任何新鲜的事物停下来的眼睛
闭住我什么都想聊两句的嘴巴
静下心来好好做我该做的事
心累让人更累
我想我需要的是沉淀
想做的不要去想只需要去做好吗

我不够好
不改变
还怨天尤人
遇人不俗
运气不好
根本没有资格
去拥有幸福
只有继续在爱情里失败下去

总是自以为是的
站在自己角度
批评他人
可是你不知道他人的生活
与自己的生活经历
有多大的出入
有多大的与众不同

这一路
错过那么多人
犯过错经历的遗憾
都是为了和未来的他在一起
而准备的
已经等了那么久
如果最后是你
晚一点应该真的没关系

只是
我需要陪伴
需要拥抱
需要倾听
为什么不能早一点拥有

我说
人生
干嘛有那么多遇见

庆幸有一个好朋友
我什么也不用说
你却什么都懂
我幸福 你为我感到快乐
我难过 你心里会不舒服
我欣赏你 你欣赏我
因为有了对方而骄傲
谢谢你
愿意无时无刻
听我讲
等我回家
我要借你肩膀靠一下下
我的懦弱
我的脆弱
请帮我收藏
亲情友情更值得
好好去珍惜。

话说
这只是一个故事
不是自己经历
请让我圆我当小说家的梦想
:)



Sunday, September 20, 2015

Ipoh trip


Here is my short get away with all my ten yeas sisters, this is our first trip ever and I miss it! Nice trip ever, the feeling was super nice. Love to being with you girls, We have been longing for this trip long time ago, finally we made it! I love the feeling we all do planning together, discuss together to make this trip successfully. Between, Ipoh is the place I wish to go for a long time already! It was like finally. Although this trip was a little bit rushing and full of tiredness but I did enjoyed till the max. 

I cannot imagine I can go travel with my sis before back to uni life. A good and memorable trip for me indeed. I do appreciate I have you girls by my side always. Full of love. I hope will have another anniversary trip every year as our friendship grow older. Can't believe we can maintain our ten years friendships until now. We live apart but our heart never apart. We never forget each others. 

From this road trip, I love the moments we share each other's story while drinking the beer and eating the snacks. The feeling is great! Between, this is my very first time be the whole journey driver, woow, it was a new experience for me as well. Ipoh is the place I will definitely visit again! We visit quite a lot of places and food marathon is successfully completed! Grow fat and become a little bit tanned after this trip haha. But tanned skin don't care! 

All sleepy faces. Take the 3-hours bus go to the TBS then we have our favourite breakfast there '老油鬼鬼'

Our first station-Plan B cafe

This is a nice place for shooting indeed. We spend a sum of time here. Finally we got some sisters' photos.


Here is the famous milk cow ice cream hehe. We ordered honey cube and dark chocolate flavour. I can say I super duper love honey cube this flavour..full of milk and mixed with some sweet. 

Afterwards, we went to the new places...ipoh is fulled of the gua..amazing! Nice scenery with awesome people.





Next stop is a super nice cafe..but the food and drinks was damn expensive, but is quite delicious so worth it!

Celebrate our er jie b'day! Finally we five can gather together and celebrate her b'day. 



 We were stucked at this places for about half an hour, luckily got you all, calm me down, fooling around haha. 


Ipoh's railway station so beautiful!

                                                                                           by
                                                                                                 Erynn

Sunday, August 23, 2015

P1

I did well spend my holidays with P1 teammates. They are indeed my best partners always, helping, tolerating each others all the time. I love to be with them, fooling around, working hard and did so much of insane and crazy things. Frankly, before I start this job, I was quite scared that I cannot handle with this job as I never have the experience in door to door sales like this. But yet making a move and making a change always make life better. Sometimes good things never happen to us because we are too lazy to make a change or our scary thoughts just ruin everything. I have experienced the sourness, sweetness, bitterness and spicy in this job.

#Sourness
Working double hard together and making effort to do the best and hit the target no matter rainy or sunny days. Always be motivated by boss although results was not that good or feeling down sometimes. Boss shared their experiences to us frequently and they called it as growth! Failure is the way to success. Don't give up easily be perseverance.

#Sweetness
Boss always bring us go eat eat and eat to help us gain weight xD The compliment from boss made our days! We gonna have a farewell party before going back to Sabah. Looking forward to it! I did explored and discovered so much of new things and wider my social circle here. Learn to be more positive minded, determine, proactive and independent. That's the reason I love this job. 

#Bitterness
Sometimes will be complained and scolded by customers that P1. Boss sometimes gave us stress to pushing us. I just can say that sometimes sales is basically depend on lucky. So just be positive thinking :)

#Spicy
Lol I got no idea what to describe in spicy -.- Maybe I had been eaten many spicy foods during work times? hahahahaha


I looked so hungry hahaha

This is Muar! Food paradise!

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                                                                        Yummy!

Fighting!

I looked so retarded, but who cares :p

We are young!

Girls team! 


With the sampat vivo handsome!

With pretty Watson friend!


With london weight management friend!

Yeah done by my boss who was a famous hairstylish before

Friendship forever my best sister! Glad can work with you this time! Credit to Jing Yuan for the nice arts!:)


 I really appreciated the time with you guys! Such a good memory for me during this long long sem break. I will definitely missing every single one of you! Keep in touch and tc!



                                                                                                       by Erynn


Monday, June 1, 2015

France

My favourite country would definitely is France! France may not be the richest countries in the world, but I deeply convinced residents there live the most decent and elegant way. Just imagine those famous architectures, beautiful women, excellent coffee, inviting cheese bread, and fancy perfumes. Who doesn't want to live there? How I wish I was born there. Malaysian always work to live, work is just actually a part of our life, so let us enjoy our work and our life. Between, I really hope I can have the chance to travel to Paris, France with the one I loved. Perfect climate, four seasons, amazing foods, romantic cultures there. If the chance to see the Eiffel Tower every day and experience incredibly delicious wine for just 3 euro/bottle are not enough. 

There are few reasons I love Paris:


#Because of work to live, not live to work
French know how to maintain a proper life and work balance. One of the reasons behind closing the shop at 7pm sharply, is to let employees enjoy dinner with the family back home. The French have 1 month of paid vacations, starting to accumulate once they get hired. 


#Because of the foods
The way to our hearts is through our stomachs. France is well known as a true Paradise for anyone who likes to eat and values great cooking. The French is a true masters of the arts especially when it comes to sweet dishes. You can find numerous patisseries throughout Paris, where you can indulge in sweet pleasure. There is lots of best coffee and delicious macaroons with imaginable colors. Here is a heaven indeed for the people who love the sweet tooth. Locals claim it's around a thousand due to slight regional varieties within each cheese type. Soft cheese, firm cheese, mild or blue. Made of unpasteurized cow milk, goat milk and lamb milk. Owww sounds delicious right? *Saliva drooling*


#Because of the city of love and light
Because of the Eiffel Tower, You just looking at this unique landmark is enough to put you in a romantic mood. Undeniable that there have been quite so many marriage proposals made here.The mood is particularly lovely after nightfall. When the Eiffel Tower is lit up in a n amazing way and about 20,000 lights twinkle for 5 minutes on the hour, every hour. It was too romantic if you come with your loved one. You may dinner here too, the restaurant is on the 1st Floor of the Eiffel Tower, and the experience of dining there will take your breath away. There is bathed in a sea of lights at night time. 



#Because I love you
The world most beautiful sentence has been immortalised in 311 different languages in Paris, on the Mur des je t'aime. The wall of love is a must-see for any loving couple visiting Paris. It is on the Hill of Montmartre that is well known as the highest natural elevation in the city. There is some popular
movie took here.


#Because of the Louvre Museum 
Visiting here is a dream for so many people travelling to Paris, and I'm no different.It was build in 1989, the Pyramide has proved its lasting power, and has become Paris' iconic sites. Take the escalators down from the pyramid entrance to the main lobby of the museum and buy the ticket to explore different areas of the museum. The museum was extremely big and the major attractions is the Mona Lisa, Venus de Milo. 


#Because of the love padlocks
The Pont des Arts links the Quai du Louvre on the right bank of the Seine with teh Quai de Malaquais on the left bank, and is widely viewed as one of the most romantic places in Paris. This is because there is thousand of loving couples have vowed their undying love here, with the help of love padlocks. There are countless numbers of padlocks have been attached to the railings of the bridge, actually no more space left there anymore. Some people have their names engraved on the padlocks, while some immortalise their love simply by writing their names and the date on the lock. Therefore, they then throw the key in the Seine below in order to ensure their love will last forever. 

                                                                                                                      by Erynn

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Pitch Perfect 2


Finally watched the movie I longing for so long time! This movie was recommended by a music-based friend, awesome movie indeed! Strongly recommend to everyone who haven't watch yet. Worth to watch, the first movie ever I will watch more than one time or maybe more times. There are so many characters who will self-deprecating so I was get a laugh in at cinema just now. Instead of laughing part, it also have uncertain romantic inside. The most attractive part is the dancing competition scene, their dancing was too professional. The plot is too awesome because it's there to give the character something to do besides of singing, dancing and acting silly. I was like whaooo and screaming in my deep heart this was too awesome and amazing. I am going to download Pitch Perfect One as I told myself that I did missed it before, I can't miss it again. 


# They believe on themselves, strive for the best
Who run the world? GIRLS! They prove to the world they have the ability to beat other teams down. The perseverance, the determination and the friendship drive them to the succeed path. There are lots of inspired musical numbers and occasions in this movie.


# They play around and share anything together. 
It is good have a gang of friends can crazy and share with. The unconditional love and supports.


# They fight for their rights and fight for their dream together
The glory of  ''Pitch Perfect" is that it's devoted, above all, to the friendship and shared ambition of young women in order to achieve the victory of the final competition. 


# They show ridiculousness, hilarious and warmth
They show the meaning of life, helping each other all the time. Friends is really important in our life and you should truly understand this. 



# Talent is the bridge, dream is the way 
This two awesome girls, Becca and Emily, are the two characters I love and admire the most in this movie. Becca hope can be a record producer while Emily was a song writer and hope can enroll herself in Barden Bellas with the sole ambition of following the footsteps of her mother. They have their own dream and pursue it no matter what happen next. Such a motivation and encouragement for me. I am absolutely melted and touched while "Flashlight' this song begin, with their sweet voices. ''Flashlight‘' this song is pretty awesome!

'Flashlight'
The best song written by Smith, Sam 

When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened up
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes

And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
In the dark I found, I stop and I won't fly
And I sing along, I sing along, then I sing along

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light, you're my flash light

I see the shadows long beneath the mountain top
I'm not the afraid when the rain won't stop
Cause you light the way
You light the way, you light the way

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light, you're my flash light
I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light, you're my flash light

Here is the official trailer, take five and have a look for it, trust me this will make your day teehee.

video


xxxx
Looking forward to ''Pitch Perfect 3", aren't you?



                                                                                                         by Erynn