Sunday, June 10, 2012

To my beloved sir...

Today wake up in the early morning...
I thought I had a nightmare, a stupid dream last night.
Once I wake up, saw your fb page fulled of "RIP, SIR"
The feeling was so true, so bad.

Sir,
Can you wake up? Wake up immediately.
We just have a chat recently,
I wishing you have a happy teacher's day.
You told me your back still very painful.
You called me must work hard in my stpm.
But, my hp sent to upgrade and those msg were gone!
The last message...

Sir,
I haven't take even one photo with you,
I haven't go to your office find you and have a talk.
I only think one day wanna find sir, 
but never action.

Sir,
I go to your funeral today.
Have you saw me?
I cannot saw you...
I cannot feel you...
I cannot say HI with you,
I saw Chloe
She came to us and told us she is ok, don't worry.
But her pale face and sorrow voice have told us,
She is not okay at all,
She had loss a most important person, 
the closest people, her darling hubby.

Sir,
When you are gone, I keep listen to this song.
When you are gone, the tuition scene had appear in my mind again and again, especially the time you questioning me.
When you are gone, everyone is missing you, crying against your death.

Sir,
I do hope you can live better in the paradise
You are a good teacher and the best bm teacher in my heart ever.
You always try your best to teach us,
teach us all the latest news that we never learn before.
I don't know why God takeaway your precious life, a good man's life.
You still young, still have many things haven't realised..such a pity.
Although Sir are no more belong to this world
but your spirit will go on and continue in this world.

Chloe,
I know you need and miss Sir very much,
is struggling in the pain now,
but you must be strong,
hope can see your smile soon,
I think Sir don't wish to see you like this, 
he will bless you in the heaven.
Let's bygone be bygone,
you are not alnoe,
you still have Tiffany!
Give yourselves some time to cool down and wipe away the tears and then stand up again.


Sir,
I have saw your wedding photo, 
it's super nice!
You are handsome and Chloe are pretty.
Your handsome will last forever in our heart.

I still cannot accept this truth,
but must try to accept it.
Cannot imagine the day you have accident
Very pain for sure...
Thousand of why squeezing in my mind.
moody...

Life is unpredictable.
I don't believe fate but somehow all the things seem like depending in the fate.
The day when you are go away, start raining...
The environment fulled of sorrow and sadness.
Tonight...will be another raining day?
:'( 
:'(